probably going to stop posting here
I know it’s only been a short amount of time and I promised myself to play it cool but it scares me so much how hard I fell this time. I haven’t felt this way about another guy before and I don’t exactly know what to do in situations like these.
I have just been so goddamn happy lately. I can’t wake up without smiling. I can’t talk to my parents without a smile on my face. In school, at work, when I’m out with friends, I’m cheesing 24/7. like wth. I’m just waiting on the day for when this ends because I know good things don’t last forever. I’m really scared of getting hurt and I’m just really hoping that things work out for the best.
I never got the chance to tell you either that before I met you, my life was just the same old boring routine as well. ajshdasd you make me so happy.
(this is a faggot post about you so you don’t have to feel embarrassed about yours. but I swear. if you reblog this, I will personally kill you)
thurs. may 10, 2012.
I hate you because you invaded my privacy and know all of my tumblr information, so as punishment, I’m skipping the last few days. (although they’ve been really nice and I haven’t been this happy in a while)
today was really nice. spent it with this colorblind qt :)
since they can’t be this beautiful forever, I’ll just leave this here
thurs. march 3, 2012.
wed. march 2, 2012.
tues. may 1, 2012.
I have no shame when I say this but I literally cut school and spent the whole day in bed. and then I realized it was “Senior cut day” and was like aw damn it I don’t wanna be part of that faggotry.
mon. april 30, 2012.
schoool was terrrrible why is it only monday
afterschool tried shake shack for the first time with jamesies and nickos! talked a bit about prom. then I was late for my doctor’s appointment. I was a spoiled brat and convinced james to come with me to my doctor’s visit keke. I felt so bad afterwards because my doctor’s office was flooded with people and it took forever to be my turn.
the chairs were so comfortable and I was digesting my yummy burger that I made a bed and slept there. james caught me drooling but played it off, he’s so nice. got another shot (goddamnit) and made our way to james’ coffee place. then I got the famous beef jerkey and devoured it so fast I’m ashamed.
sun. april 29, 2012.
jeez why are we so asian. I have never had a more chinese meal with my friends that this. everything was soo good and the waiters kept laughing at our bad chinese.
work was also bearable. jk I loved it :)
sat. april 28, 2012.
work then vdai’s house. we are so ready for college.
victoria’s bitchass cat scratched me and it swelled up after that. then it went on for the rest of the time there trying to eat my feet.
also saw an asian house with their own homemade scarecrows LOL
fri. april 27, 2012.
alumnis came to tech and baser slammed the door on them lol
after school spent it with these fierce felines and ate at empanadas mamas
cute maracas
michael so sad in class lmao
thurs. april 26, 2012.
don’t know what face I was trying to accomplish really, but the food was yummy yummy. finally tried awesome pork chop house followed by another doctor visit. have to go back again next week.. the shit I do for college, man
vdai then had to go to work so I spent the next few hours in quicklys with dliao and made a list of things to do in the summer. what a sad sad list
and then I had a nervous breakdown and confessed my bottled up emotions merp
experiencing some prom problems as well. at this point I’m willing to return my dress and not go.
wed. april 25, 2012.
just got home from work on a super uneventful day. this is literally the highlight of my night.
and lolol the handle on my drawer looks so sad just dangling there in the background :(
tues. april 24, 2012.
oh my god, so stylianos’s camera has this feature on his camera that zooms into people’s faces and in one of the pictures, for some reason it showed that my boobs were the face. don’t know whether to be mortified or flattered.. lmao
mmmm boring day at school. had jeopardy during forensics and since I’m suffering from such a bad case of senioritis.. instead of doing work I wrote down lyrics and drew sunshine and clouds :3
celebritea during ninth and then headed to doctor’s to get some papers signed for buffalo. goddamn it, they tricked me. had to get shots and my blood drawn. only problem is I’m scared of needled and had more panic attacks. deanna was there to hold my hand :) doctor gave me lollipops and I just handed them over to deanna, lol. doctor is making me go in again on thursday. sooo sad. I hope there’s no more shots.
headed to yayas and after that deanna helped build up my tolerance again. still can’t stop coughing merp
headed home but the A train broke down at euclid and everyone was forced to take the bus. on the way out of our train station we literally found like all of law and society.. lmao
mon. april 23, 2012.
..this day is kind of embarrassing. I’m really not that much of a fatass but damn I ate so much today. by period 3, I couldn’t stop thinking to myself, “How could it possibly be only Monday..?”
blah blah I hate school I hate Dwyer changing my seat, I don’t hate Stein but I hate his ridiculously boring lesson plans, I hate baser and the fact that she can’t get her act together, I hate yogaaaa are you kidding me. I hate school so much. I feel so bad for those who are reading my bitchy bantering.
cut eighth and went out to eat with jamesies and vanessa. grabbed juniors and went over to popeyes. fooood was so good. then had to leave asap to meet bea in soho. then had malay which was good af too. then raced ming to quickly’s to pick up paycheck and stayed there for a couple hours.
my life is just revolved around eating..
sun. april 22, 2012.
woke up to what I believed to be 10 am and I was like oh cool I still have some time to chill before I have to get ready for work. after an hour of surfing the internet, I realize my phone’s clock got messed up last night and the time was completely off. so I was like fuuu and got ready in ten minutes and ran out of the house. still late :(
work was slow because it rained all day so no customers. played the guess how much quickly has made game and guess who won like always. the drink I made this time was like a disgusting color. named it african water. took videos of them drinking it hehe but not enough patience to upload them.
then kelvin picked me up and we grabbed a quick dinner at joe’s ginger. samson gave me a ride home so sweet.
I kind of have a lot of homework to do since all of break’s homework is officially due tmrrw/this week but instead I spent the night reminiscing with vanessa about old freshman year pictures.
then I spent a good hour spazzing about jay park and I’m back on my hunt for a korean boo
